penelopegold

Ooh, I am in such a great mood, despite not having the greatest day haha. Mmm, I ate way too much today. Eugh!

Tomorrow I'm going to Manchester to see Beyonce, again :)  I'm so excited ha, but suprisingly I actually think my dad is more excited than I am, bless him :) & I have booked my You Me At Six, We The Kings & Forever The Sickest Kids tickets! EE! And, most importantly, it's only 3 days until New Moon! EEE! But I'm so annoyed I have to go to the 9:15pm showing because that means people are going to see it before I do and for some reason the thought of that makes me feel furious haha! Oh god, I won't be able to contain my excitement on Friday.

You can't see them that well because my webcam isn't that great, but I wanted a picture ahhaha! How do you feel about The Twilight Saga? Love it or hate it? xoxo

Eugh, thank God it's Saturday night! Not that I am doing anything :| aha. But it means that I have tomorrow to myself :) I think I'm going to go shopping, treat myself to some nice new clothes haha.

Mmm, I'm sick of being tired all the time! These early mornings aren't doing me any good haha. College and work are taking over my entire life. I have so much work due but I am just never in the mood to do it, seriously. I am so lazy! Ha :) Don't you ever feel like that though? I mean come on, after a full day at college/work the last thing you wanna come home to is a pile of work!

Ha, damn education!

I'm getting used to my job now. I work in a local small cafe/tea shop as a waitress. I feel like a complete mess because all the other girls are obviously experienced and I am not :| But I'd like to think I'm getting better. I had my third day today, it went alright :)

What did you get up to today? Have you got a weekend job? :)

Ohh, and I got the cutest bracelet ever today and it was in the sale! Ha x

I actually cannot believe it is October. This year has gone by so quickly and so much has happened! It's weird enough to think I've left high school and now I'm at college. Everything in the past is such a blur, but I love how things are right now. It won't be long until Christmas, eee! Don't you just hate getting older though? Christmas isn't the same anymore aha. I can't decide if to get a laptop or an SLR camera? Mmm, decisions decisions.

Recently it's been so cold too! Yesterday the wind was actually unbelievable! My skirt was blowing around everywhere. But, as much as I hate the cold, I do like been wrapped up nice and cosy with a nice cuppa watching a film when it's freezing outside.

I hope we get some snow this year too! Snow is so much fun!

& of course another thing about winter that I'm looking forward to is winter cinema - NEW MOON!

Oh my gosh, aha. I cannot explain my excitement!

Oh, I got a new boyfriend at college :) He's so sweet :D

So, today is my first day of freedom, freedom from high school. I had my official leavers day a few weeks back but yesterday was my last exam! Which means I will not be going back apart from Results Day (which I am dreading btw) and Presentation Evening.

Gah! It feels so strange. It's weird how 5 years can go by so damn quickly. I don't wanna lose some close friends though, and I feel I will as they're off to different colleges :(

Eugh, I feel so rough right now. I slept over at my friend Bekah's house last night, and I played Guitar Herof for the first time! Haha, I suck at it so bad! We watched the film Untraceable, as we'd both wanted to watch it for a while but I personally thought it was a bit of a let down. I thought that it'd be scarier than it was, however it was pretty scary, but maybe that's just because I am a complete pussy when it comes down to scary films haha!

Anyway, I just got in about a half hour ago which was about 8:40am. I wanted to lay in but Bek was off out early and her mum agreed to give me a lift home so I accepted because I really didn't wanna walk! Haha.

EEEEEEEEEEEEE, all exams over over over :)

Mm, I recently cannot stop listening to Anarbor, they're really good and I suggest you check 'em out :)

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Guys, I have a confession to make, I broke my internet :| That's why I haven't been online in forever! But I am back now :) Yaaay.

Gah, I have so much to write.

Wednesday 27th May - MEN arena.

Beyonce gig, woah! It was amazing. Different than what I am used to though. I am used to mosh pits, crowd surfing and fighting emo bitches to get to the front. This was seated, which at first I though would suck, but it didn't. We had a great view and I was even able to go get a hot dog in between support acts and know I had a secure place haha! I should probably stop eating so much, mm, one day! Shontelle was supporting and this new upcoming soul singer called Zarif. She was pretty good actually :)

Not such great quality images due to crappy camera, sorry! She was amazing, we're off to see her again in November. Booked tickets this morning :):)

Eugh, had loads of exams over the past few days, I have 3 left now! I reckon I have failed science this year, I did 2 practice papers for chem and got an E and an F, haha! My bad :| Geography was pretty hard too but the maths and english went okay :)

I now officially have a summer job too, I'll be getting just over £150 a week so not too bad :) Working early mornings though. I'm working with 2 other guys my age too though so it shouldn't be too bad :D

Me & Ste (my boyfriend) have been really really good recently. We're usually known for our arguements haha but the past few days have been truly amazing, I love him so much :):)

I went for my final prom dress fitting yesterday :D Prom is on the 1st July, eeeee! That's really soon. I can't wait. I hope my hair looks okay, I'm getting extensions, not too sure exactly what I wanna do with it though, any suggestions? haha, feel free to let me know!

OH MY GOD! Did anyone watch the MTV Movie Awards?

Ahoy New Moon :) Oh my, I am so excited hhaaaa! The trailer looks really good and twilight got 5 awards too, yaaaay, although I think in comparison to the book the film was nothing. The books are amazing. And is it just me or does Kristen Stewart always look unhappy or something? When introducing the trailer she just seemed so effortless and her words sounded way too scripted! And she dropped her award haha, gutting! Ohhh, and Jim Carey :) His speech thing for winning best comedy performance was amazing, he's hilarious! Gah I love award shows :)

Paolo Nutini - Sunny Side Up :)

We love you paolo, and your long awaited album :) At first I wasn't that struck if I am honest however now I've played it a few times over I love it. I prefer These Streets but it's still a good album and Paolo is still amazing :)

Well, I think I'm gonna go get myself some rest as I am so so tired and I feel really ill as I have hayfever. Hayfever? I mean who gets it when it's pouring with rain? Haha, my body functions strangely.

Night Buzznet xxxx

Oh my gosh! Last night was so much fun, infact all of yesterday was! Left school. Our entire year did a conga line all the way through school and it kinda turned into a riot, we broke 3 doors :/ haha. Then this guy tried to get in a fight with the head teacher and we had a big emergency assembly. They threated to cancel prom, but they didn't :) Thank god! Then after school we cried! Ha. I hate goodbyes.

Then I went home and watched some tv then had a shower & got ready. We went to Frankie&Benny's for my Daddy's birthday :) Me and my sister had to be really sneaky and give the waiter a cake we'd bought for my Dad without him knowing haha! Then they dimmed the lights, brought it out and sung happy birthday. His face was a picture! Bless him, he really wasn't expecting it!

Then after we'd finished eating my Dad dropped me off at James, as it was his birthday too. Almost everyone was there when I got there, apart from Lily who was stuck in traffic on the way home from her audition! Then we all started to drink, had a dance, took loadsa photo's (which I will upload soon) and just have a good time :):)

Everyone was drunk, especially Danny who kept trying it on with me, I was like WOAHH! haha, I have a boyfriend! Aha.

Then everyone started going home and I had no way to get home and no money for a taxi so I walked :|:| In the dark, drunk and on my own aha, I text everyone on my way though haha. Not sure my texts made too much sense though, oh dear.

Penny G   xxxx

My last day of High School today, ever :( It's gonna be so sad, I don't wanna leave. 5 years has gone by way too quickly, although college in september should be fun :) xx

So, today has been pretty good actually. I woke up this morning, got ready, went to school; the usual. First lesson Maths revision, eugh. I've been proper stressing over the calculator paper, because I always find it so much harder than the non calculator (which I did on Monday). However, we did a few practice papers/questions and I found them alright so hopefully I won't do too badly haha. Then 2nd lesson was art, n'aww. Our last lesson of art ever, and because we've finished the course and it's already been moderated we could do whatever we wanted, so we chose to paint everything and take pictures and just have a laugh :)

We painted the bin (above)       & I decorated my school jumper a little bit too (below)

I cannot actually believe that tomorrow is my last day of high school ever, 5 years have gone by so quickly! It's gonna be strange going from seeing people you're used to seeing everyday, to hardly ever seeing them at all, or in some cases not at all. My close friends Lauren&Jennie are going to a different college to me too, which sucks :(

Anyway, after period 2 I decided that I couldn't be bothered staying in school, so I came home :) Then a little bit later on Jennie came round and we just hung out and had a laugh, singing on my karaoke machine hahaa! I never use it so it was fun to have a little sing on it, no matter how awful I sounded! aha! After she went home I just came online for a little bit then after a while Ste (my boyfriend) came round and we just chillaxed and watched films with pizza whilst cuddling :):):) It's so unreal that we've almost been together for 2 years, it's gone so quickly but at the same time really slowly.

Anyways, he just left so now I'm all lonely so I suggest that you go comment my pictures that I uploaded early and buzz them too :)

Eugh, I'm so bored & thirsty! Might go make myself a cup of teaaaaaa :D

Goodnight buzznet           XOXOXO

So, I had my Biology exam today. Eugh, I really really hate exams :( especially science, I'm so going to fail! I've been doing loadsa practice exam papers and questions and they all seemed easy enough but the actual exam was so much harder! And Biology is my best science, so now I'm super worried about Physics & Chemistry! Eughhhh, ahh well. I'll hopefully do alright, might have to study quite a bit though.

Don't you just hate people who try start shit for no reason?

Today I was just walking and this girl who lives near me who I don't really like that much tried to trip me and I turned round and gave her a look as if to say what the fuck? And she just goes 'What're you looking at me for?' proper loud, so I replied, 'You, because you just tried to trip me you silly bitch'. Then she was all come on then bring it on etc. Pff, I just said 'You're not worth it' and walked away. There is no way I'm getting banned from prom for hitting some pathetic bitch.

Mmm, I'm so freakin bored right now though. I wanna go out. I hope people come out later on. Ooh, just as I put that I got a text :) People are coming out, yaaay! :D But not for another hour or two so for now I'm stuck bored on stickam listening to The Veronicas, don't you just love 'em? :)

stickam/penelopegold, hit me up sometime :)

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Eugh, my GCSE exams started today (N) I had maths this afternoon which I don't think I did all too badly on. English Lit tomorrow and then Biology on Wednesday :( I really can't be arsed with them all :| I just wanna officially leave high school, have prom then summer time :):) College in September though which I'm kinda looking forward to. I will be studying Photography, Graphic Art, Media and Geography. It's weird, in a way I'm desperate for change but then I don't wanna leave certain people behind either. I hope that me and my boyfriend don't drift apart now that we're going to college :( He might be coming to the same college as me but he can't decide yet :/ I'm not gonna try and push him to decide though, it's his choice I guess :) I'm going to see Beyonce a week on Wednesday too btw, which I'm really looking forward to :)

My aunty and my new little cousin are downstairs :) Awe, she's seriously the cutest thing I've ever seen. She's just over 2 months old now :) I recently found out that I'm gonna be a God parent too, yaay :D

Happy Eas

ter everyone, although in truth I am slightly disappointed that I only got one egg and when I complained I got told I'm too old for easter eggs! AS IF! You can never be too old for easter eggs :( haha, anyway i hope everyone has a well nice easter. Ohhh and it's all sunny too :) Yay xxxxx

Last night ;)

Oh my god, haha! What a laugh. 7 cans of foam, 2 girls, 3 boys = sexytime.   It was actually hilarious. We started in this car park then made such a mess there, got moved. We ended up outside this old church and then this creepy guy chased us away in his car then we went onto this massive field in the dark. James attacked me so goddamn badly. My hair still feels awful and I've had 2 showers lmao :):) So worth it though.

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eeeee, tomorrow please :) twilight out on dvd :D i'll be first in line bby. Despite the books being better, i still love the film. It will be on the list along with many others for film niiiiight. Me & my two bests are having a get together next weeeeeeek :) alcohol, films, food? what more could anyone seriously wish for? ahaa!   

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I am so looking forward to tonight! It's my friend Hannah's birthday and we're going out for a meal then partying :) It'll be really good to have 'the crew' all back together, we've all been so busy lately we hardly see each other! I'll post up photos either tomorrow or sometime within the next few days :) I just don't know what to wear, haha! xxxxx